It totally took me by surprise!
And I was completely swept off my feet.
It had never occurred to me so, hence, I truly wasn’t aware that I was so
much in love with his music and his embracing style.
The first concert happened in 1995; The second one in 1998;
The third one was in 2001 & the fourth concert happened in 2011, which
was last night.
He had never failed to move me with his unlimited love and energy towards
life and death; a love well and big enough to encompass the entire universe, the
heaven and the earth. Tears uncontrollably well-up my eyes each time his music
is presented before me.
What deeply shocked me was - with my level of sensitivity, I have no impression or recollection of my liking or love for him and his compositions. And, it has to take me 16 years to realise how I actually feel…
Some fate only has lifespan of
16 years;
While some requires 16 years of brewing and waiting,
It is hence, upsetting to know that I, actually took 16 years, just to
get near.
What if? for
certain unexplained reasons, I missed the performance last night?
Do I have to sit on another twenty years? Or many months later?
I know I ought to feel thankful. Yes, I am very thankful… for
last night,
that I was fated to make it on time. :)
